Take me now, in the corner of your car.
Where the metallic bump rings out,
where your racist comments sound.
I see now that I adore a fascist,
your piercing words on my white skin.
This is why you love me.
I am whiter than white,
I burn under your gaze,
under the heavenly gaze of this oppressive land.
Dustbowl, a land full of gypsies,
and your cutting remarks.
Your outburst, your deathly smile.
I was warned about you.
I was warned about your kind.
The symbols on the suitcase never lie.
They tell me where I’m going
as I go with you.
Wandering off to the slaughter,
happy in my delusional daze,
happy that it will buoy me into the jaws of damnation.
I’ll beat your leg as you beat my face.
Beat the silly self loathing out of me.
A bunch of lies against your heavy hand.
You drink the poison and I drink yours.
Let’s do this again but unbound:
twist my mind as you twist my arm.
Lead me not into temptation,
but lead me home then call me back.
A kick in the face from your boot so sweet.
It is time, I fear, for you to end this here.
End it now and end it so,
for I simply could not.